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Project: ROISE ROYCE : Psychosis IN SANE

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 I walk withIN sanity. I am the zaniest. I found myself.  A mad scientists plight of the psychiatric test. https://youtu.be/lg8HxVYR9Vc ROISE represent R.oyce O.(gOD) I. (One and individual) S. 🐍🐉 E. Eternal) Within the YouTube comment section. I have discerned what I have learned. I can go absolutely insane and reclaim sanity.  Insanity is cure able not thru drug or medication..it is a lie. One must address their problems.  I went undercover too learn as a patient using methodical acting.  I took an opportunity too do this after, I was admitted unjustly for getting a gun LEGALLY too protect myself. Now in my past as a juvenile I used guns too protect myself in self defense…illegally because a juvenile is rarely, tried as an adult as, I was a few times tried as an adult and beat every case because I act only in self defense.  I am still unjustly punished for defending myself because it is overwhelming how I win (I’ll discern that more at a later date.). I suffered from disassociate p

Monster High And Living Dead Dolls

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I always loved dolls even action figures too me were dolls. I would play with them with the girls I liked too dress em up and make them fux each other like Ken doing Barbie or in the case Deus(my favorite) & Dracelaura(my other favorite doing it or having a romantic date scene you know pretending with me  Or act out roles it was fun I always liked living dead dolls we didn’t have enough money at the time too. Get them and on my bdays and Christmas I would just get shoes or a Pokémon/A Game boy (topic for another day) But chances I got too play with them was fun and I took the chances maybe out of boredom but as they say I do and did have a “Passion For Fashion” Living Dead Dolls always spoke too me I love the macabre and even find it too be romantic like the final grace the creator gave us (I don’t wanna sound corny but the God I worship or speak of is cruel but NOT or eve will be callous it’s all care so it’s the opposite). The gothic inclinations or horror movie references I like

All Smiles (Client Romie Part Duo)

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 Intro blurb: So after responding too messages I’m trying too take time out my day too start doing that at least once for a hour or so  Getting better at texting/being peoplish I mean by that interacting with others as well because for a long time I was an accidental loner a well known probably popular one bht stilll a literal one and not for cool points  Always been an outcast I just never truly ‘fit in’ I’m pretty unique I guess the relateability is why I’m alone a lot. But you know end of the day I’m so down too earth admittedly everyone finds some kind of way too relate too me At one point they were too well pure that is I guess as I’m forced to be cause I can’t be nothing but myself I don’t really fall in line with what’s expected or made upon me ya know I do my own thing Think everyone wants or wanted that at some point and it’s what I do so we can get along some sort of way Plus I’ll add this I’m VERY cultured without doing what the Roman’s do in rome Doing what the Greeks do in

One Of My First Nashville Clients Part Uno

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  I finally meet up with a longtime far as I’m concerned supporter of my work Always liking my stuff and getin in touch with me  Initially he wanted just a new digital business card from me I program chipsets that allow you too place a card up too a phone and have it directly link too you accounts like say a linktree or a website or even a cash app like for another homie (I’ll call em homies or romies if you support my work for now) like Romeo cause my work is romanticized but homie too cause it ain’t that kind of romance lol He ended  up wanting a logo shirt for his brand   Which I helped design with him Now too be honest it isn’t truly my style of logo but I wanted too capture what he and I wanted everyone’s styles supposed too be different  So anyways I added the photography as a smile because the smile like logo matched with his theme of being “All Smiles” I prioritize and put myself in my customers or clients shoes you know I make designs and logos how I would like them too be mad

Poetry: Brite alike Alife ❤️‍🔥

There is a place I want too be There is a  person I want too go I’m going too take the steps I known Too take the shine inside me  There is a love I want too feel There is a love I want as real Passion is deep it burns inside of me A wonderful way too win ❤️‍🔥 I’m gotta burn within my soul To divide and make it clear too me Negative energy is as positivity  So I’m going too open my heart And do whatever feels as right  Bright like what happened after Brighter like a newer beginning  Brighter like the sun is rising  feeling as if I’m always winning Brighter like the sun is smiling  Brighter than the lights I follow in the streets and skies Feeling as if it’s a supernatural high  There is a place I’ll never see But there is a place I cannot miss Everything is clear too me I have too storm the highest tower and erase all doubt within me  Open my heart and do what I know is rite  Brighter Shine bright 

Stalker Gang lol

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 Just though this was funny cause I slick am one  I’m always so curious I go on deep dives with everyone and everything at least once Da Anthem… Side Thought: I believe this too be what heaven too look like in a fantasy of mine 

UPDATE: A 💡Romantic

 I’ll elaborate later but I think me and her had a misunderstanding you know We’ve been talking and it’s not anything cliche like having something in common  It’s communication of feelings and that goes a long way  Too be honest I’m pretty smart stupid I would know but I’d still have too review it and it be told it straight up as confirmation Maybe it’s because i be in disbelief someone actually feels me you know  I’ll update this more as I can if it goes along  But you mean I can be open and you KNOW I ain’t weak like im strong for it that’s the kind of girl I like  And I mean I can just treat you right even with your issues where it at that’s all I wanna do is treat em right I’ll update something else cause im slick poly because I’ve been burned so much in my life romantically wise  It got too a point where I thought daddy issues and I would have too treat them poorly or as I was advised too like shit But why and I wouldn’t want too be treated as such I think it’s freeing love is dis

the Art Can’t Be Seperated From The Artist

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​I know this too be true more details about that later But I made a song I Freestyled most of it and it’s so true the song I’m referring too is “You Are Not Mine” It’s true and I delve into that more when I have moments too but I discovered someone and she didn’t speak her feelings and I’m not slow but I’m stupid so I don’t think too much or end up being super smart and overthinking every detail She didn’t speak her love or profess it so I didn’t know and boy did I pay for it and possibly we both did  Could’ve had a nice romance but now truth be told and she could be lieing she may lose it too she got the worserelationship killer for me prego  And man that sucks but hey Alas I had too bud farewell it was Sublime while it lasted and the funny thing is I didn’t get that detail until after the song was made There is other fish in the sea but my reel doesn’t always catch every fish I want you know  It’s quite a troublesome life  My romance a be updated too on her with pics and what have yo

ReReleasing The Mes:

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​today I rereleased a lot of work I simply privatized I was eventually going too make public but a few I don’t like too call them fans More or less people that appreciate my work lead me too what I’ve already started too coming too terms with loving my work I had problems with even showing my work afraid and they were liked but not appreciated  You see appreciation is different from simply liking it appreciation is finding beauty in its format the way it’s presented and showcased and that’s what I TRULY LOVE and when not doing it just for myself which I do it for myself and God first  It really makes me cry it’s PURE unadulturared enjoyment of my work and I can’t beat that feeling So I decided after they told me too release it releas it into the world because they feeling what I’m feeling at least some and that’s enough for me too out it out there All in all I don’t think my pain because it’s so deep will ever truly be understood or relatable but in some ways and forms it is and that’s